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I'm going to always be the best thing you never had...

I feel like I can never get anything right. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
No amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity...

I love that word, wanderlust. Maybe because I feel that "great desire to travel and rove about" all the time. Either way, I think its a spectacular word. This is a big update and I really like it so I hope you guys do…
I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown...

So, I really like this post and I hope you guys do too! I added some pictures of some of my friends and I at the end so you guys don't think I'm some invisible person behind a computer. You've all helped me through so…
You do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted...

Well, I spoke to Ryan for the first time in two weeks the other day. He told me that everything we had was a lie and that he never actually liked me. He then went on to list all the things about me that bothered him. Ba…
Now everything after you is like having wine after whiskey...

So, I think I miss Ryan so much because I miss who I was when I was with him. When I was with him I believed in love and all that stuff I just miss being as happy as I was when I was with him. I miss who I used to b…
I'd hope you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over...

WHY CAN'T I GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD? I just want to be me again.
I'mma go 'cause I have no problem with saying goodbye...

There's so much to say that I have nothing to say... Yeah, that makes a ton of sense, I know. Wouldn't even know where to begin. I guess the most important thing is that I'm learning to live for myself and that maybe…
I'd lie and you that you're not on my mind...

So, I miss him when I shouldn't. This sucks. I hate this feeling... Everyone thinks I've gotten over him. I haven't. This is harder than I thought and it's hard to explain so I just keep all my feelings bottled up. S…
Falling from cloud nine, crashing from the high...

Thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for the amazing responses I got on my last post regarding Ryan. Honestly it really made this whole thing easier. It's hard because I know I am better off witho…
I was just another promise that you couldn't keep...

So, Ryan and I are over. I think I'm numbing myself to the whole situation because I know I can do better and I know I deserve way better, but a part of me still misses him. And it still hurts, even though I know it sho…