Thursday, 06 September 2012
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. HELL YES.
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You come from cold winters and dark times. Well baby I came from the same, from empty days and broken hearts. But I aint' trying to save you, I'm just trying to mend you.
I'm not going to be old. Ever since I was a child I've known I was never going to see 50. As far back as I can remember the voice in my head said, "Live it up today 'cause you won't have a lot of tomorrows." It’s not a bad thing... It's actually a gift. I appreciate my life in a way that most people don't. I just didn't expect it to go by this fast.
I don't want to feel anything, but I do, and it all comes back to you.
-Hear Me Out by Frou Frou
For what it's worth it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
Who knows, maybe I loved you too deep inside, but I had enough strength to let that hide. And now the distance, takes your farther away each day. I wish I had the strength to ask you to stay.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that. But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don't want him out of my life forever. I don't want to forget about him. I don't want him to forget me. I really, really don't.
We sat in your car, on that cold fall night talking about how much things have changed and how we lost ourselves in the mess.
That was the day I stopped believing in love. That kind of love. The love in books and films. The love that tells us to abandon our lives and plans, all for one brief touch of Venus. So often we fail at that kind of love. The world just seems too fragile a place for it. Perhaps it's just that we are too fragile.
When I was nineteen and I didn't have a boyfriend, I never felt bad about it. Because I figured someday I would. My friends and I had plenty of fun alone. What ruins the fun is the fear that you'll be that way forever.
-Starting from Square Two by Caren Lissner
Oh my god this town, it feels like a headache, and all the words inside my mouth won't come through. I've got this pain in my head that I can't shake when I remind myself I can't get to you. And it rained all day. And I figured it out I'm not the person that I used to be, washed away. Please someone make me okay because I'm feeling like I might take today and make my way through the town, the streets, the pouring rain. 'Cause some days it seems like the clouds won't stay away.
You were right. We could have been something. We could have worked everything out. It would have been hard, but against you and me, nothing stands a chance. We would have had everything together.
Love doesn't break your heart, people do.
"I think maybe that’s why she loved things she could not control, like the forever crashing waves of the ocean or the winds of a tornado. She loved them because she could not affect them, she couldn’t change them for the worse"
The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.
Well, I guess it's typical to cling to memories you'll never get back again. and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago, or a friend that you used to know, and there below his frozen face where you wrote the name and that ancient date, that ancient date, and you can't believe he's really gone. When all that's left is a fucking song.
Take some time and learn to breathe and remember what it means to feel alive and to believe something more than what you see. I know there's a price for this, but some things in life you must resist.
Sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile and suddenly realize, you're just pretending you're over him to ease the
pain of knowing he will never be yours.
And as we're driving towards the waves and tides I can't help but to wish this moment would just freeze in time. I can't help but to think that this moment will never come again, so let the good times roll and let the sun shine down.
Days pass and feelings change. I'm wondering if you'll regret that decision you made.
I'm begging for your hand, screaming at your face. Come with me kid, we'll leave this place. I'm all yours because I hate this house, and how sad it makes you in the morning, that I'm hoping will never come. I just want to watch this sky, and some stars are out I do believe. Someday we'll drive away. I swear it's this town I'll never see again.
It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again.
Maybe the reason I’m not over you yet is because I’m not supposed to be. Maybe the reason that I can’t find someone else for me is because there isn’t anyone.
Adventures are all very well in their place, but there's a lot to be said for regular meals and freedom from pain.
-Stardust by Neil Gaiman