Thursday, 23 August 2012
So, yeah. I don't know... College is going fine. Lots of work and I'm beginning to freak out about anatomy. It's hard here because almost all the girls are majoring in nursing, occupational therapy, etc. while I'm majoring in psychology. And that's not even what I really want to do with my life. I'm just taking that because it interests me. I don't know, I just feel kind of like an outsider. Hopefully things will get better.
Anyway, enjoy the post!
We go days without having a meaningful conversion and I use to miss you so much when that happened…but it never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.
-One Tree Hill
We have neveronly been friends.
I would have came back for you, I just needed time to do what I had to do. Caught in the life, I can't let it go. Whether it's right, I will never know. But there goes nothing.
You smile but you are not really happy. You ask but you don't want to know. You talk but you aren't saying anything. You laugh
but you don't find it funny. You cry but it doesn't really mean anything. You get up but you are not really awake. You sleep but
you aren't resting. You are alive but you aren't really living.A dark purple sky filled with the first few evening stars made her feel small. She smiled; that was what she expected from the sky. All her life, she'd gone out at night and stood beneath that blue velvet darkness. It was her temple, the true house of God, and it never failed to remind her of her place.
-Angel Falls by Kristin Hannah
Even though everything had ended, I didn't regret it. I never regretted it, not for one second. How do you regret one of the best nights of your life? You don't. You remember every word, every look. Even when it hurts, you still remember.
We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room, and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing, and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other, and all of the sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don't know how that happened.
-John C. Moffi
I had my chance. And sometimes in life, there are no second chances. You look at what you have, not what you miss, and you move forward.
Everybody has to leave, everybody has to leave their home and come back so they can love it again for all new reasons.
My standards are high and my tolerance is low. It takes a lot to impress me. I will never apologize for that.
Things don't go wrong and break your heart so that you can become bitter and give up, they happen to break you down and build you up, so that you can be all that you were intended to be.
I hate to hear people tell others to stop smoking, drinking, having sex, or whatever. it's their life, let them live it how they please.“I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have.”
It's not about forcing happiness. It's about not letting sadness win.
You may not believe me, but I gave you all I had.