Tuesday, 10 July 2012
So... I wish there was more to say, well actually there's a ton to say but I'm just tired of talking about it all.
Just leave some love!
The movies; they teach you how to love, how to be brave and be with someone you love. But what they never teach you, is how to make that relationship stay.
Here's a toast. To the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party. How to live. How to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you. To lean back on and catch you if you fall.
I'm blasting music, so I won't hear my thoughts, but it's stupid, because the lyrics just remind me of what I'm trying to forget. I'm torn between wanting the feeling to go away, and trying to keep it a little longer. Because you brought out something in me I never knew I had.
Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I've been in a long time. That's part of the reason it's so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now I feel like I'm never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I'd give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.
Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
-F. Scott Fitzgerald
“It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.”
Let's complain about how much life sucks. But how much of it is actually bad? Sure, the guy of our dreams may have broken our hearts, but what about the millions of other people who have a broken life. They didn't ask for any of this. We did. We allowed ourselves to trust the guy that everyone else was warning us about. We let him control our emotions. The other people didn't ask for their lives to be ruined. But look at us anyways. We're complaining and whining about a life that's pretty damn great. We can get up on our feet and move forward. Where are the others going?
I've given lots of people chances, but there's only so much faith you can have in people.
And they say she's in the Class A Team, stuck in her daydream been this way since eighteen. But lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries. They scream "The worst things in life come free to us". And we're all under the upperhand, go mad for a couple grams. And we don't want go outside tonight. And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland or sell love to another man. It's too cold outside for angels to fly tonight.
Not every girl wants to be in a relationship. Some just want good company, a guy to vibe with, converse with and laugh with, not in a rush. Start off simple, and let the rest find itself. Having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is quite beautiful, and it's a good feeling.
Feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That's exactly the reason why it's so hard to move on.
You went out every night and baby that's alright. I told you that no matter what you did I'd be by your side ‘cause I’mma ride or die. Whether you fail or fly, well shit at least you tried. But when you walked out that door, a piece of me died. I told you I wanted more-but that's not what I had in mind. I just want it like before; We were dancing all night. Then they took you away-stole you out of my life. You just need to remember I will love you 'til the end of time I would wait a million years. Promise you'll remember that you're mine.
Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day. You've had a shit day, we've had a shit day. I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss. I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.