Monday, 14 May 2012
So. Food. I hate it. Whenever I think I'm doing well, I fall back into this trap. I'm never happy with myself or how I look. And it's getting annoying.
I try so hard to be happy because I have almost every reason to be happy, but something always pulls me back. My insecurities? Fears? Reality?
Who knows, because I sure don't...
Anyway, this is my last week of high school. Tomorrow is my last normal day. I don't know how to feel...
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I usually don't like thinking about the future. I mean, let's face it, you can't predict what's going to happen. But sometimes, the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all. Maybe the best thing to do is just stop trying to figure out where your going, and enjoy where your at.
"I'm afraid of time. I mean, I'm afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of the quick judgements and mistakes that everybody makes. You can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies."
Never let people get to you. The way I see it, they can't pull the trigger if you don't hand them the gun.
Better safe than sorry, instead of searching for substance at every single party. Baby being part of this life, I feel like I'm bound to end up with somebody
that's been with everybody. I need you to rescue me from my destiny. I'm trying to live right and give you whatever's left of me 'cause you know life is what we make it and a chance is like a picture, it'd be nice if you just take it.
I just want you to know who I am.
Keep going. No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself “there’s no point to carry on,” no matter how many people tell you that you can’t do it – keep going. Don’t quit. Don’t quit, because a few months from now you will be that much closer to your goal than you are now. Yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count.
There comes a point between horrible hangovers and drunken heart to heart conversations when you realize that all you need in life are a few good friends and a few good drinks.
I've spent most of my life and most of my friendships holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won't leave, and fearing that it's a matter of time before they figure me out and go.
The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged every view you've ever had.
Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay.
So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, stumble and fall because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end the journey is the destination.
Along the way, I've learned that you can't let anyone in too far and you can't trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you're broken, you'll never fully be fixed.
So let us engage in a midsummer romance; forget our pasts and ignore the future. We both know this can't last but we embrace the lust and pray we're wrong.
It’s just that I’m broken, and I’m scared, and I’m closed off. Every time I’ve let someone in, I’ve had some part of my heart broken. In all my time on this earth, I’ve learned that you can’t trust anyone, not even your family. So, I’ve learned to have no expectations for anyone or anything. That way, you’re never disappointed. And nothing hurts more than being disappointed by someone you love.
All of us started out normal. All of us started out with the potential to do almost anything we wanted, but somewhere along the path of our lives, we got lost.
No, I don't love him anymore. But I don't want to give you this broken, empty me. I want you to have me when I'm full, when I can give something back to you. I don't have much to give right now.