Tuesday, 17 January 2012
Here's a quick post.
I've decided that I am going to go on my own happiness journey. I need to start doing things for me. I'm going to not worry as much and learn to live in the now.
I deserve to be happy. Everyone does.
Enjoy the update!
Time is ticking away. Yes you’re young, but the years fly by and soon you’ll be wondering what would have happened if you would have spoken what was inside your heart.
What we can't have is what we replay in our heads over and over again before we sleep.
Mixed signals. Yeah, you sure as hell send enough of them. And how am I supposed to react? I can't be happy because you "might" want me back; the maybe will just hold me back. You're not sure if you want me, but you're not sure enough to let me be happy with someone else. Do not expect me to run around after you anymore, I'm done.
Don't let him have the satisfaction of knowing you'll always be there waiting.
You know that feeling? That feeling as if you're on top of the world? The feeling you get after your first date. The feeling you get after you laugh with your best friend. The feeling you get when meeting your idol. That’s how life should feel everyday.
Sometimes you need a breakdown; one of those yell at everyone, cry until you fall and can't breathe kind of breakdowns. Then you feel better. And if you don't at least people will know you're not okay.
I finally realized that I never really needed you. I just liked you there.
“Maybe happiness is this; not feeling like you should be elsewhere, doing something else, being someone else.”
I wish that we could go back to what we were before. But I don't think that I love you anymore.
-I Don't Think I Love You by Hoobastank
You really want to know what happened to us? I was sick of dealing with all your bullshit. Half of the time what we had was amazing, you gave me butterflies and I was so comfortable around you. But that was only half the time, the other half you acted like a bipolar asshole. One day you loved me & the next it was like you couldn't even stand to be around me. I opened my eyes kid, I don't deserve someone like you and honestly, I feel so sorry for the next girl because she will be left broken.