Monday, 04 April 2011
"Studies show intelligent girls get more depressed because they know what the world is really like."
- Emili Autumn
"Perhaps they were right putting love into books. Perhaps it could not live anywhere else."
Do you even wonder? I mean about us, what happened? It was almost like our relationship was a piece of paper crumbled up and thrown away; forgotten. What might have happened if we didn't throw it away? Maybe we would still be together or maybe not. Or maybe secretly we haven't thrown it away yet. We're saving it because we're hoping someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it's not even that we want it back, maybe it's that we don't want to lose what we had, but at the same time, we know it's already lost. I wonder that a lot, and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.
Why do girls insist on making themselves upset? They look at old photographs of the boy they love, who doesn't love them anymore. They look at old letters, old things they've made each other. They look at things they were given and things they never gave back that didn't belong to them. They lay in bed listening to songs that remind them of their love and cry themselves to sleep. Why? Why do girls insist on hurting themselves more than the boy already has?
And lately life's been tough, and I can never seem to be enough
Days go by and nothings changes, while my life completely rearranges
My world turns gray, with not much to say
I’m just trying to get through each passing day
“I wish it could be simple, like a retro pop song; I want you, you want me. BOOM. End of story, we all live happily ever after..."
It's not how bad the problem is, but how badly it's hurting the person who has it.
It may be hard for a while, but eventually you’re going to find the good in goodbye.
It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go.
Now I do as I please and I lie through my teeth. Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me. Should probably feel cheap, but I just feel free and a little bit empty. No, it isn't so hard to get close to me. There'll be no arguments, we'll always agree. And I'll try to be kind when I ask you to leave. We'll both take it easy. If you stay too long inside my memory, I will trap you in a song tied to a melody and I'll keep you there so that you can't bother me.
“You never know what you have until you lose it.”
No. You always no what you have, you just never think you’d lose it.
The key to change, is to let go of fear.
You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you'd rather be.
"I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself,
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else"
Forgive sounds good, Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say, time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
What's your favorite season of the year?