I hope the sun shines, and its a beautiful day... January 16, 2011

Sunday, 16 January 2011

I hope the sun shines, and its a beautiful day... January 16, 2011

Even though we weren't in love, I miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand.

Sometimes I wish you would actually try talking to me again.

Suddenly I'm hating myself for everything I ever felt for you.

It's just that nothing's simple. I'm always trying to work it out. Who to hate, or love...who to trust. It's like the more I know, the more confused I get.

I know just how it feels to think of the right thing to say too late.

I will forgive, but I won't forget. I hope you know, you've lost my respect.

I hate you. I don't want to but if that's the only way for me to get over you then I hate you.

Pathetic isn't something I would normally call myself, but looking back I'm ashamed at how blind I really was.

You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.

-Breakfast at Tiffany’s

I feel like you’re using me. I knew you talked to other girls, but I had no idea you talked to HER.

Sometimes, I just prefer to feel nothing. It’s better, it’s easier.

And it’s unfair she gets everything that I can’t have when all she does is treat people bad.

Even now, when I’m alone, I always know with you I am home.

The people in 1910 probably thought in 2010 we would have flying cars and robots …but no. So far we’ve come up with backwards robes and rubber bands shaped like animals.

As you get older, every choice that you make defines what person you’re gonna turn into. And every once in a while, you need to look at yourself and ask if you like the person you’re becoming.

You know what sucks about falling for a guy you know you’re not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out different.

Hated by many. Confronted by none.

Making life decisions in the shower

I didn’t want us to burn out. I didn’t come here to hurt you, now I can’t stop.

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I’m already gone.

So let's end these conversations and I'll give you your congratulations. You've left me bare and burned out, with a broken heart and mind. I heard it heals all the time. So go on, walk right past me, I'm used to it.

Our relationship is very confusing. We're not exactly best friends, but we seem so close. We're not exactly lovers, but we're always together. We're not exactly apart, but we seem like we're on the edge. So where do we go from here? Do we, take a chance and be together. Or stay friends, and let this moment pass us by. Or do we just let go, of everything we made. Tell you the truth, I don't really know. So I'm hoping, hoping for your decision, and hoping it's a good one.

Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you cant breathe without them.

Rock bottom is good solid ground. A dead end street is just a place to turn around.

You can pay for school but you can't buy class

Every action in this world bears a consequence

Forgive and forget,’ that’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back; when someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wounds never heal, and the most we can hope for is one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

At this age, the worst thing you can do to yourself is fall for someone harder than they fall for you.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have hope for you. That you will keep your kindness and desire to follow your dreams, even though this world beats you down every day."