You are the best thing that's ever been mine ---> comments please! October 11, 2010

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

You are the best thing that's ever been mine ---> comments please! October 11, 2010

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we're happy, or that he's happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

"I believe I'm done. I sure am gonna miss missing you."

(tellmeyoulovemeplease)

It's amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens.

A girl wants to know that her man could defend her from another guy. A man that could fight. But not only fight for her, but fight for them to be together.

No matter how painful your decision has been, as long as you can sleep well at night, it means you made the right choice.

Stars make me smile, because every time I see one I feel hope. Hope that tomorrow is a new day with a new feeling. That something different, better, is out there waiting. Everyone wishes on stars with the same hope.

After you, I feel so damn vulnerable. I feel fragile like a wilted flower. Just one touch and I'd break. I swore I'll never break but then you came along and changed everything, you changed me.

Sometimes I wish you would actually try talking to me again.

When am I going to be able to understand? I wanna see myself smile again, hear my laugh and actually mean it, and cry not because I'm sad but because I am happy. People say I have a beautiful smile, well prove it to me because I can't even do it anymore, hiding the pain behind something that isn't even real hurts me more than anything.

What you left unspoken is talking louder than anything you ever said.

I'm looking at your picture, cause it's all I got. Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot.

I know; we're complete strangers now. We both pretend like we don't care, but I can feel the tension as much as you can. I know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare and no matter what you think, I still miss you.

It all just happened so fast. One day we were us, then the next we were nothing.

When am I going to be able to understand? I wanna see myself smile again, hear my laugh and actually mean it, and cry not because I'm sad but because I am happy. People say I have a beautiful smile, well prove it to me because I can't even do it anymore, hiding the pain behind something that isn't even real hurts me more than anything.

Everyone knows I was wrong, I messed up and now you're gone.

Second chances are for people who need to fix their mistakes.

People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying.

I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a fuck up with a good heart.

I wonder if it's okay to cry over you, cause we were never anything special. I just thought we could be.

I promise, that one day, everything's going to be better without you.

I've tried forgetting but that didnt seem to work. so I've come to terms with who you are and who you've been. The only thing I wish you could see if what you really could be. Your past doesnt make you, or decide who you are. And I know your not sorry, but I've forgiven you.

Autumn winds, photographs, and starry nights. Our hands laced together, you squeezing me tight. I can't remember a fall ever feeling so right.

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano, all I know is I love you to much to walk away.

You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place, like you'll not only miss the people you love but you'll miss the person you are now at this time and place because you'll never be this way ever again.

It's hard to determine whether you really have feelings for someone or you are just carried away by the good things they do. Which is why you cannot say if you are returning the love or just returning the favor.

Here's to you, hoping that someday, you'll realize that I really did care.